evocative

residual effects of a long time coming
memories prove the catalyst to an evolution of character
re-invigorating what once was, now enhanced with experience
to become an aspect of a perfect self

reflection allows for growth
encompassing all of me, all of the inspirational person I desire to be
and for that allowance: of time, of mental capacity, of humility
I am glad
and I am honored to be here and alive and worldly in my way

for those who have hurt me, cheers to you
for those who have helped me, my sincerest thanks and appreciation
for those who pass and make me stop and consider an aspect of life, cheers
for those who love me, truly love me, I love you more than words can describe

true happiness is not a right, it is earned
and one must consider the sadness to understand and recognise
the privilege of being content in this fluid universe of reasoning and emotion

peace.

reflections in the midst
of a thousand broken hearted revenge tactics
chaotic ethereal reasoning
create atmosphere for confusion
hate, hurt, anger, sorrow
reflect into daggers and shards
that cut the minds eye and bleed out pain
a rarity and newness in pain
i cannot return to who i was before
a chapter has ended in flames
burning and turning into coils of metallic distrust
choking out the girl
a purgatory of experience
culminates between two atomic structures
with time forcing the final nail
this wound will not heal easily
and will not be rectified by its source
searching for a way out of here does no good now
i must breathe the structure i despise
take it in, enjoy the moment
until i choke and this part of me dies forever
and the coldness subsides